Im back , with alot of stress in my mind .

I miss my boy alot , everyone ask me give up , but i dun because i really love him alot .

I dun believe all this is happening now , seriously , i hate her alot .

You told me , you and her are emergy , saw each other will fight de . but now ? you both are like a sweet couple . Why ? Seriously i regret letting you go for the fight , because of that , you fall for her already shi ma ? You keep told me alot of thing of her when we still attach , i already got a wried feeling le . So i keep telling you not to leaves me but in the end , those thing im afraid of , came true . wtf ?!

Shag ! I dunno what to do ?! Wanna find her out , whack her up side down , but im afraid you hate me more ! Wanna fight for this relationship , but i know i will lose , because you got totally no feeling with me already . hais .. Outside got so many girl you dunwan find , why find her ? yeah she pretty . so ? With make up on only ma , i got said wrong meh ? friend ask me why im so sad , i told them the story , they ask me who that girl , i said her name . their reaction it like , * omg , sure anot ?! tel him dun be blink , you are better than her x100 okay ?! * Yeah so what if im told this to you , like you will care me right ? 

message you , you dunwan reply , why ? thought you said still can be friends ? why treating me so cold ?

You ask me to caught be the feeling , and now im trying all my best , but you dun wan meet me , dunwan message . than how you gonna wan me to do ? tell me please , im lose .. totally lose .. )'";

08082011 , i miss you boy <3